* ` Hi there dears ` *

Yaay! Another journal from me! Yes yes... certainly since i have been improving art wise. So what can you expect into this journal?

Well i start off with some art chit chat, and i thought about special thanks for certain people for being there for me, commenting and or faving my arts. I think its time to give some people some special love and appreciation... into my journal so every one is able to watch it, read it ^-^.
Then i will have a short Internship talk, and something about personal Life, which really sucks at the moment. But i come back onto that.

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* - * Artwise, * - *
I made a nice sketch about my RP character Shii and a Star wars creature, a Nexu!! (RP spoiler!!) Shii is lying onto the Nexu's back with a mischievous, spoiled, smile onto her face. I gave her a new color of outfit and a new hairstyle. Sketch is currently uploaded onto Photobucket, who ever want to see it, just ask me and i send the link into a note.
I am currently working on coloring the Sketch and it might be done in some time, i cant tell when it would be done, but i keep working at it to make it an even better art and keep up my improving.
This time i have to draw a lot of fur ^-^ but i will manage my way through.

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- * To do List * -
Charactersketch: 2,5 out of 3 done.
~ Character Leia: Done
~ Character Mayu: Done
-> Recently done! Check out my art to see it
~ Character Shii: In process, 1 drawing out of 2 done ^-^
-> I am working on a drawing featuring Shii but i don’t know whether this will be the character drawing. Sketch is done. ^-^
Family portrait
I am still busy to work that out, mentally. Since it would be a hell of a job. I think that would take me about 100 hours of drawing?! Seriously, 3 sub drawings into 1 drawing merged together, showing 6 characters. To take into account i already to take 60 hours time for just 2 characters at this current speed / level. But heck?! I have fun drawing so what does the time cares?
To keep it short, i will spend some time onto this drawing yet. -> 0 % Done.
COMMISSIONS: Commissions are ranked into the highest priority, so do note me for any requests. Currently commissions: None.. TAKE YOUR FIRST SPOT ^-^

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^~ Some special love for some special friends, ~^
First of all i want to give my special love to evtyrannusBE: since he is always keeping his promises, and one of the few people (along with Live4pain) to RP with ^-^. So thank you (and you too Live4pain) for the great RP's thus far, and even MORE Thanks for the comments onto my drawings, favorites. It is really appreciated and i do feel honored every time i find you left a message behind.
Second person to thank, and give some special love, is ~jamesuyt for the comments onto my drawings, critics and so on. I really appreciate it too that you keep commenting my drawings, and re-commenting ^-^ I learned a lot from your opinions thus far.
Last but least, ~IdokRebits / ~TheCaretaker for the comments as well onto my arts, and the tips about drawing as well. I still very appreciate that we can talk about Arts and to keep in touch with you. Especially since i cannot talk with my friends into DA anymore, so i appreciate it a lot that you are still there for me. I really do

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^- Now, final thesis -^
I am doing fine, the peak is over so i drop down into working loads. ANNNDDD>. i can finally go home into the weekend once again ^-^. So nice. Lol i was already starting to forget which day i am living at. We do calculate in days of April, today it is the 56th of April, and you can guess already that it does make you even more confused about the date/ days. Anyways, i am still doing fine. The bruises are getting less, and i still had none ticks yet thus far ^-^, they only walked over me but i could wipe them off me in time.
Soon, i be learning how to analyze movies to watch the Great Tit we recorded and analyze it further.

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* Personal life.. *
Well dears.. To be honest, and i wont cover the wound anymore. It is BAD with me.. I am totally tired out and drained any strength left into my veins. The tiredness still comes partially from the lack of iron, yea i should eat meat or i should consequently take my iron pills. Well since i will not give up being Vegetarian, i go for the latter and take my Iron pills better, along with some higher iron containing veggies ^-^
But what drained me even more of my energy, is my Boyfriend. I am doing very bad with him together, i have to admit. He is not really there for me, is not keeping his promises and i can sit and wait for hours for him to finally return from what ever lame excuse he has ( like brushing his longhaired turtle ^.- ?) But yea.. he isn’t there when I have a spare moment off –insert sad and crying face -. My note box, is scaring empty of his absence / presence notifications. Apparently it does not help to tell him about 30 times to note me whether he would be absent again. This problem constantly bugs my mind, draining my strength and energy, whether I do have to focus on my job, to set it done. Either way, i am sick and tired of kicking his ass, to keep asking to read certain things. Ask to check out my art whether it’s done, or to do read other things i have written into DA. So yes, he probably would not read this journal either way, or not respond it (well he might respond now because of this line). But yea, you do get my point you all. Ow yes, but he is still planning to visit me in July.

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I would love to have some support of my DA friends when i return more often at home into the weekends again ^-^. I could seriously use some hugs, appreciations or just a chat. And yes dears, i missed you all into the chat rooms. Just have some days patience and i be with you again, i can’t wait to see your happy faces.


So that was about it. My life is pretty screwed up. Seriously you don’t want to see me at the moment, my eyes lost its blueness but are grey and empty. I’m lucky that i usually don’t have bangs underneath my eyes, but they would have been blue / black. Fortunately i do look fine about that from the outside.

Well with that being taken cared off ^-^ srry for the bad news, i don’t care anymore about the responses. I hope to have some comments art wise, or tips.
~ May the Force be with you all dears.

* *Leia1987~ *